From the recording Regression & Regret

Lyrics

I wish that things would change
Someone, something else to blame
I’ll die on this hill if I have to

As if I had a better last thing to say, today

Wishing gets you nowhere fast
I’m missing pieces that I can’t get back

I wish it wasn’t fall, as if you’d care at all
Funny how summer gives way to gray and I follow suit and fall apart the same
And I wish it wasn’t cold and I hope everything stays closed
I’d rather just act like I’m upset when I’m more than happy to stay home

I used to look forward but now I find more comfort in reverse
Fell into a place that it’s easy to accept when I rehearse
Expect the worst

Good times in context
Have become something else
Something less
Good times aren’t honest
When you still have to guess
What’s coming next

I wish it wasn’t fall, as if you’d care at all
Funny how summer gives way to gray and I follow suit and fall apart the same
And I wish it wasn’t cold and I hope everything stays closed
I’d rather just act like I’m upset when I’m more than happy staying home

So stay home